Do people disappoint you again and again?

Are you desiring a deep connection with others but just can’t seem to get there?

Are you exhausted and feel drained around people?

Do you disappoint the people closest to you and you either don’t care or understand why?

Do you find it easier to deal with life by using substances to numb your thoughts and feelings?

Deep down in, in rare moments you do admit that you are very unhappy.

If any of these ring true for you, read on and find out how to get to a better place.

Introduction

Anyone who lies to themselves often will likely never know it, let alone admit it.

If you lie to yourself, you are without a doubt lying to others as well.

Now I am not talking about the little lies we tell ourselves to get through a rough situation or to make someone happy when they are down.  We find these lies acceptable and even though we should be honest at all times, sometimes little white lies are ok providing this is not a normal behaviour for you.

What I am talking about here are perpetual lies that become so ingrained, that they actually affect your life negatively and get you into trouble not only with other people but most importantly with yourself.

When you are not honest with yourself you start believing the stories you tell yourself, they go unchallenged and it is simply easier and more comfortable to tell yourself… another little lie.

Facing the truth about yourself is seriously hard work and can be very uncomfortable, but if you desire to be a better person and yearn for more fulfilling relationships you have to first, start making an honest connection with yourself.

The sooner you admit or begin to see that you lie to yourself constantly, the sooner you can live a more authentic life and be much happier as well.

Here are 8 key factors that will help you to identify if you are a perpetual lier to yourself with strategies to help you break this soul-destroying habit.

1) You Use Substances to Numb Your Feelings

You may not be a full blown alcoholic or a drug user but at the very least you often escape from ‘life’ through substances that help numb the drama in your life and help you to ‘feel better’ in the short term.

Substance abuse is a real indicator that you are hiding from something, in denial or trying to escape.

Anything can be addictive. I’m not talking about just alcohol or drugs, it could be an obsession with social media, gaming, your kids, your pets or anything else that ‘allows’ you to not connect with yourself.

Until an addict is ready to admit that their dependency is taking them away from themselves they will nurture that dependency because it is the easiest way to disengage from whatever it is they are running away from.

2) You Run Away From Uncomfortable Situations

When things get too ‘real’, like when people question you or express their disappointment in you in any way, you easily flip out and may even cut people off.

You either have a tendency to go in and out of relationships or you may be a loner.

Almost every person is not comfortable with the uncomfortable and will choose the easier way to solve issues.  People who lie to themselves will not challenge themselves and choose the easiest way – almost always – even if it sabotages their future success and stability.  Short-term gratification is all they strive for.

3) You are a People Pleaser

This is a problem when your primary goal in all serious and casual relationships is to be liked by other people no matter what.  This is dangerous because it means you are seeking approval from outside of yourself and it takes your attention away from establishing what you really want or like in your life.  Since you are not grounded in yourself, it leaves you vulnerable to being used and abused.

If you are people pleaser you will not feel deeply happy within yourself because you are too busy trying to please others.

People can walk all over you and you will go into a rage easily and unexpectedly.  The rage comes from not being yourself and having to work overtime to keep up a persona you can’t possibly maintain long term.

You are desperate for other peoples approval because you want to feel more secure, in your own insecurity.

4) Your Life is Busy and Even Chaotic

You will feel very drained and even exhausted more often than not because your emotions swing wildly between extremes of feeling great to feeling completely lost.

You will also find it extremely difficult to sit quietly with your thoughts.  Meditating is impossible.

Connecting deeply within yourself will feel very uncomfortable yet that is the very thing you actually need to bring calm into your life.

5) You Hurt the People Closest to You

Now you would not recognize that you hurt people, but what you will recognize is that people are very frustrated with you and you won’t understand why.

You make a commitment then, either cancel last minute or just don’t show up. You disappoint the people closest to you and hurt the people who love you.  When they express themselves to you, you don’t understand them at all and wonder what the hell they are talking about.  You don’t see how your behaviour impacts others.

People eventually keep a healthy distance from you because you are so unreliable and insensitive.

6) You Over Extend Yourself

You have exaggerated expectations of what you can do because quite simply you don’t know yourself well enough to be able to back what you say or commit to something. You have unrealistic expectations of others and yourself.

Your goal is short-term peace, at the expense of long-term happiness.

You live in the moment and will do anything for immediate gratification even if means using and hurting other people.

You also find people draining because you are either trying to please them or you allow them to push you around too much.

You are not solid in yourself and can be easily knocked around by others.  One minute you are doing well and seem stable and then next minute someone says or does something that instantly derails you and you either go into a rage or a depression or hit the substances to escape.

This up and down is draining and only wears you down.  Your best strategy for relief is to succumb to altered states of consciousness (substance abuse) which render you numb and unreachable by others.

7) Your Relationships are Shallow

Your relationships are shallow because you don’t have a relationship with yourself.

You honestly want deeply loving and caring relationships.  You want the very thing that keeps eluding you.

You want nothing more than to have deeply profound and loving relationships.

Since meaningful relationships elude you, you blame other people for this.  It is always ‘their’ fault.

This is the biggest lie you tell yourself and it keeps you stuck in a self-defeating pattern.

The reality is that you are not grounded or connected with yourself.

You don’t even know yourself!

Until you start to see how lying to yourself is destroying your own life you will not understand why you should modify your behavior (it’s someone elses fault), nor do you understand what are and why you should set healthy boundaries (what are they for? I’m wild and free).  You will not be able to speak honestly about how you feel or be comfortable with a challenge.  Instead, you lie to yourself so you don’t have to deal with any of these things.

This is how the small little lies to yourself become massive and so sabotage your own well-being in the long-term.

By continuing to lie to yourself, you actually choose to suffer.

8)  Secretly You Wish Your Life Were Different

You recognize deep down you are not happy.

Just when you start feeling those ‘real’ feelings you quickly disengage from yourself and start the whole cycle of escaping from yourself and/or the people who you view are bringing you down. As soon as anything gets too ‘real’ you run.

You then repeat the vicious cycle again and again.

Solutions

1) Recognition

If you see yourself in some of the above then that is very good, that is the first step to getting better.

Recognising the patterns and seeing what you do to yourself is the first step.

Admitting that you are central to all of what is happening in your life is the first critical step to waking up.

2) Listen to the People Closest to You

Ask those who love you or who you trust, for advice.

Ask them how you have hurt them in the past.  Sit and listen, do not interrupt them.  Be prepared to hear some hard truths which are going to make you feel VERY uncomfortable.

This is the critical next step after recognizing the problem.

You can also go to a therapist, but the only problem with that is you will likely tell your version of the story – which is wildly skewed in your favour and so the lies that you do not even recognise anymore will still be controlling your story.  A good therapist will see through this, but many may not.

The best most authentic thing to do is go to the people who you hurt the most and ask them for feedback about YOUR behaviour.

Facing them means you will be ready to face yourself.

Remember!

Underlying the motives of almost every person who ‘lies’ perpetually to themselves and others is a really deep desire to be loved and accepted.

Somehow, somewhere you were terribly hurt by someone.  But that was probably a LONG time ago and you are only continuing that hurt by sabotaging your own happiness.

Break the pattern and start to respect yourself by admitting that you can, should and actually must treat yourself better.

It’s time… in the abyss of your life, it is time to stop lying to yourself; time to find yourself; be yourself and embrace who you really are.

 

I’d love to hear your comments.  Do you see yourself in here or someone close to you?  I’m sure you do so please share your thoughts below.

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2 thoughts on “Are You Lying to Yourself?

  1. Very good topic and blog, by reading this blog we should hear the ring of wake up time. These are the first step in life for every single person. Honestly will make keep your head up and sleep well, make you be proud and happy and comfortable.
    You will never run from others because have nothing to hide and when you see them you don’t have to lie and lie again, you will keep your head up and nothing to be a shame. Every step in right or wrong way starts with you, so is not hard to correct yourself and start being honest to your self. In the end, you know who you are what you doing, how you hurt yourself and others. may you get one or two chance sometime nothing and may you lose your closest family, love, and friend.

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